So, this has been one of my problems, because I always think back to when I was skinnier and healthier. I mourn those days, I mourn the close that I could wear, I mourn that I could dance for hours and not tire, I mourn for the smile that I see in those pictures. Well, not anymore, I'm not going to be Lot's wife. This is an interesting angle on the story of Lot's wife, I should not doubt that my HF will support me in my future and helping me to attain the goals that will be better for me and for my family. It's a new year! Day by day, step by step, I am moving forward.